Yesterday, my fear told me death was an option to release myself from the depressing status.
Fear almost took my heart. Thank you to my love. He was unable to stop me to fear. But he gave me all he could to warm my heart. Although my heart is distant to him, or even to myself, he tries his best to support me. He is the one I don't wanna see tears from his eyes most.
Today, I step forward. I start working. Working is slow. It takes me some time to be concentrated. After working for 1 or 2 hours, I realize it is too late to cook our dinner. My love knows me I love Subway. We bought 2 sandwiches to-go. We suddenly wanna had the dinner outdoor. We found a large grassland near Miller theatre outdoor area in Hermann Park. Tonight there is a symphony performance there. We have a long time not to go to any concert. And we never know that we both love the sound of Cello. What a surprise!
God, thank you for giving me such a good husband. Thank you for unexpected romantic dinner tonight. Thank you for the breeze of summer.
Fear, I'm here to fight.
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